Why I am doing this
Hi I am Athena I have debated starting a blog for years. I have done online journaling on social media sites for almost 2 decades but never felt like I had the gumption to open a true blog. Today as I lay awake due to severe pain, I decided today will be the day I start. What will my blog be about? It will be about me, my life, and my mental health. I have a severe case of Borderline Personality Disorder, with Complex Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, Major Depressive Disorder, and issues with Anxiety. I have been in and out of treatment for 12 years. Every day I face a different battle within myself, that may cause me to become difficult to handle, and even violent in many ways. I never intentionally or plan on hurting anyone, but it happens as I overreact to situations quite abruptly. Borderline causes me to feel all my emotions very deeply so over time I as a poor coping method I attempted to suppress emotions I didn’t like, because of this these emotions just bottle up, then o